sorry for the confusing post

I was a bit upset when I wrote it. The short story is before he left for Florida my ex said he was sorry and I thought he really meant it. I would like to believe that he understands the level of pain his choices caused and also that he truly is sorry for the way things ended. Unfortunately.............or maybe fortunately.............. he chose to email a friend of mine and told her a story that was totally NOT based in truth. I'm thankful she shared that email with me. I'm still not sure why it hurt me as much as it did but it also taught me a valuable lesson that I will not soon forget.